Looking in the mirror at myself

Watching my health. Because of the feeling that my body go through after a night out partying. The aches, the pain the bath room visits.

While in the bathroom, staring in the Mirror. I asked myself several questions. One of which was "what are you doing to your body?"  While not remotely thinking of that question when partying. The realization usually comes when i am either slouched over the toilet the next day, Or aching  and dehydrated from not drinking enough water.

Today i made a small eval of myself, I will not share the other questions, as they may not be even meant for PG13 readers. The fact that i am aware of the consequence of the actions that i partook in, makes me question some of my life choices really deeply. By making these post someone can find that there is a person going through the same thing that they are going through. You can take that as you want. Trying to change a life that have been constant weekend party time to the max. To having no party time is a drag down. There comes a point though that you will have to decide what life is worth to you as a person and as a loved one to the people that really love you. The partying is great. I am not saying not to party at all. What i am saying is that i am a dumb ass that drank too much without drinking enough water and now i am paying for it with bath vomiting sessions that could have been prevented. Hopefully some one reads this and see the error in my ways and want to learn from it and make sure they drink plenty water as well as have a good meal before they go out drinking.

Keep changing. Do the things that keep you living.